As a writer it’s what I want more than anything; for my words to matter.
But often I get wrapped up in what the world says is meaningful and forget that God’s idea is slightly different. Because we live in a world that says it has to matter to a million, when really it should only matter to One.
But I struggle with that concept, because I see writers who have a thousand likes and shares and millions of followers. Surely their words matter more than mine?
I pray about speaking opportunities and how I’m going to sell the 40 books sitting in my spare closet. And right after those words fall from my lips, I open my Bible and read these words:
So be content with who you are…He’ll promote you at just the right time. (1 Peter 5:6-7)
And those words remind me that God will use my words for His glory, but it may not happen in the way I think it should.
He will promote me. I don’t have to work so hard. I just have to give freely of this gift He’s given me. I have to write the words He puts on my heart and trust Him with the rest.
If I reach one, that’s enough. After all, Jesus left the 99 to find the one lost soul.
So I write.
I pour out my heart. I share the struggles and the joy. The fear and hope.
I share this journey that we’re on – learning that love needs no words.
And something crazy happens.
It gets shared 600 times on Apraxia Awareness Day.
And God whispers to my heart: I will promote you. I will use your words. Trust Me.
***Today I’m joining my friend Kristin for Three Word Wednesday. You can read all the posts here.***
Tiffany Parry says
Oh, Jennifer – your words shot straight to my utterly drained heart today. I’ve asked God at least a million times if I should lay down this writing dream. What makes me different that the millions of others pursuing it – with more resources, with better words, with more time? Just today I thought – maybe it’s time to give up. It would be so much easier to just lay on the couch and say nothing! 🙂 But God keeps saying, “you do the process, I’ll do the results.” And I want to take Him at His word – to be brave – to obey the call He placed on my life from the very beginning – that if just one person was met with my words, then I had done what He asked. But, I keep trying to add to numbers that aren’t mine to count. Thank you for the reminder that He is working and that is all that matters. We had a divine appointment today on #threewordwednesday!
Jennifer says
Tiffany – I am SO glad you stopped by today and that my words (written so much to myself) encouraged you. I think most writers, if they are honest, have felt the things you and I have shared here. I encourage you to keep writing! God really will use your words to make a difference 🙂 We may never know the power of our words this side of heaven. Thank you so much for taking the time to share your heart with me. Keep on writing!
Kristin Hill Taylor says
So proud of the way you’re letting God use you, Jennifer!
Ashley Wells says
I LOVE this SO MUCH!!! And so happy for you and the awareness you are spreading!