I began with a prayer because I wasn’t brave enough to take a bigger step of faith.
I pray for the person in my life who doesn’t quiet get this God of mine. She struggles to believe He really loves her. How could He after the mess she’s made? She doesn’t grasp the difference between religion and relationship.
So I pray and God moves and time passes and I find the courage to take the next step.
I write her a letter. I send her cards. I let her know I’m praying for her.
I send her my book, along with a copy of Jesus Calling and One Thousand Gifts.
And I keep praying.
I ask God to capture her heart through His word tucked deep into the those written by Sarah Young, Ann Voskamp, and myself.
The courage continues to build and when the phone rings I’m finally able to speak truth.
My stomach flip flops, but God keeps nudging.
I listen as she shares her heart.
When I finally speak, I silently pray God will provide the words she desperately needs to hear.
God is not an angry God – He’s a loving Father who loves you like crazy, and so do I.
He isn’t a fan of religion. More than anything He wants a relationship with you.
What looks like a mess to you, could be God’s way of drawing you closer to Him.
Sometimes He causes everything to come crashing down, so that we have no other option but to turn to Him.
She listens – the words sink deep into her spirit.
And I realize I’m witnessing the beginning of glory.
Because He who promised is faithful and He promises to finish the work He has started in her.
***Today I’m linking up with Lisa Jo for her final week hosting Five Minute Friday! You can join the fun here.
Somer says
Your faithfulness will produce fruit. It is sometimes such a test of determination and commitment to keep on keep on keep on praying and being there for someone. Especially if it is someone with whom your life is closely entwined. I’ve been walking that road for quite a while and it is difficult. Even yesterday i found myself in that difficult situation where i was with one with whom my heart has been in prayer for, for a LONG time…for them to come full circle back to God…and i almost blew it…I offered up a quick “Please God, help me here.” and the disagreement was diffused within a few minutes…It can be very difficult especially when the person you want to reach is within your physical reach constantly…seeing the ins and outs of your life 🙂 Your commitment will always be blessed even when you cannot see or do not know it
Jennifer says
Somer – Thanks for your encouragement!
Jamie S. Harper says
Beautiful!
Jennifer says
Thank you friend!
poetry joy says
Jennifer, this such a beautiful story and encouraging read. How wonderful to witness the fruit of your prayers! And how inspiring for us to have our faith re-ignited regarding answers to prayer. Thanks for sharing and blessing us in the process. 🙂
Jennifer says
Thank you for stopping by the blog and encouraging me! Hope you’ve had a fantastic weekend!